Saturday, July 2
hey! i've survived the first week of school! 9 more weeks to go, i guess!
adjusting to the new 45 minutes timetable was alright. just that the time passes slower than u expected. but i'm doing good.
everything went smoothly until thursday, choir reherasal when jessica and ain came in to take a look.
they had identified that the attendance have been unsightly. the discipline of the choir was bad. in short, the choir wasn't doing well as it used to be.
so, i kind of realised that i have not been doing my job well. and that i have been too dependent on the teachers.
the committee was asked to stay back so that jessica and ain can talk to us. it was at that time that i broke down.
i can still reacalled at the canteen where i was having my lunch. and i saw the girl guides falling in.
they had 8 people standing at the front of the group. and everybody gave their attention and respect to them. then i realised that during choir, i was the only one standing at the front and i still couldn't get their attention.
i dun think it was the number of people standing that matters. but the respect and the attention that the group gave to the leader.
back to the committee meeting.
i started crying when i felt that i was useless and i have taken my job too lightly. i'm starting to blame myself all over again.
but now. i'm not. i swear i'm going to take this job as serious as i can.
i have to do something on tuesday, the next rehearsal. i'm still confused as to whether what to say. but, whatever i do, i have to wake them up.
anyway, TAS Youth Voices is performing later on in the evening at 6pm. venue is at raffles city. so if u're free, just come on down and support us.
ps: to li yuen, rachel and jessica. thanks!
i'm staying strong.
hey! i've survived the first week of school! 9 more weeks to go, i guess!
adjusting to the new 45 minutes timetable was alright. just that the time passes slower than u expected. but i'm doing good.
everything went smoothly until thursday, choir reherasal when jessica and ain came in to take a look.
they had identified that the attendance have been unsightly. the discipline of the choir was bad. in short, the choir wasn't doing well as it used to be.
so, i kind of realised that i have not been doing my job well. and that i have been too dependent on the teachers.
the committee was asked to stay back so that jessica and ain can talk to us. it was at that time that i broke down.
i can still reacalled at the canteen where i was having my lunch. and i saw the girl guides falling in.
they had 8 people standing at the front of the group. and everybody gave their attention and respect to them. then i realised that during choir, i was the only one standing at the front and i still couldn't get their attention.
i dun think it was the number of people standing that matters. but the respect and the attention that the group gave to the leader.
back to the committee meeting.
i started crying when i felt that i was useless and i have taken my job too lightly. i'm starting to blame myself all over again.
but now. i'm not. i swear i'm going to take this job as serious as i can.
i have to do something on tuesday, the next rehearsal. i'm still confused as to whether what to say. but, whatever i do, i have to wake them up.
anyway, TAS Youth Voices is performing later on in the evening at 6pm. venue is at raffles city. so if u're free, just come on down and support us.
ps: to li yuen, rachel and jessica. thanks!
i'm staying strong.
thinking
|7/02/2005 10:27:00 AM|
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Jasmine Kan
21.02.90
MFPS
AMKSS
Anderson Junior College
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