Friday, April 29
i'm obsessed with 2 songs...
1. I Don't Want To Be by Gavin DeGraw
2. The chocolate Cabry's commericial's song 'Woudn't it be nice!' [i think that's the title ?]
"I Don't Want To Be"
I don't need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from
[Chorus]
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhereI turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned!
[Chorus]
Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situation-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody
[Chorus]
I don't want to be
[end]
i like this 'I don't want to be' is also for 2 reasons...
1. coz Bo sang it on AMI on wdenesday and i was like 'eh? familar hor ?'
2. then i realise that it's the theme song of 'One Tree Hill'
i think the lyrics kind of fits my situation now... so desperate like that... sigh... things ain't getting better day by day... it's just get surrounded by some smoke or something that nobody notices already...
i'm kind of regreting about boosting about me being to promoted to choir's president... i mean... i dun know what's got into me... i'm just not myself... i always like to keep a low-profile to avoid trouble... and the next day i go boosting about my position as choir's president... f myself... another thing is... i've become a huge panda! with 2 dark rings under my eyes... i guess it's due to the lack of sleep bah...
bump into gabriel today on my way to school... and he was like,
'hi jasmine... '
i smiled back... [that's my way of indicating 'hi']
'why u so sad?' and he walked off...
i'm like... do i have the word 'SAD' on my face... look... i'm not trying to say that gabriel was trying to suan me or something... but i just realised i've been always putting a long face wherever i go... like i say... i dun know what's got into myself... probably some emotional issues i guess...
anway... personal things aside first... mid-year is really very close... i promise i'm going to do my best in it! may the force be with me!
thinking
|4/29/2005 03:35:00 PM|