Thursday, May 13
i didn't start off with the day better at all... as usual... i had to make my way to my grandmother's house early in the morning at about 8++... after i reach my grandmother's house and slept... and was called by her at 11... [i only earn 2 more hours of sleep]then i spent the whole afternoon finding for suitable blogskins for my blog... stuck at the computer all the while...
then gabriel sms me in the late afternoon... saying that the f*** word was not meant to scold me... so i asked if he was angry with us... he said no and only said that he was curious why we left... ya... [and to think i think so much about the incident yesterday] and apparently he had read my blog of course... wonder who gave him my URL... but doesn't matter anyway...
then just now... doreen told me that we won't have to pay the $4 as he... meaning gabriel said that he found no logic that we should pay that amount... ya... then both doreen and gabriel talk a lot... and he mentioned that they [the chalet people] had a lot of fun... not everyone was unhappy...
sigh... we or rather i was nothing to them... i guess i was only a fly in their mind ? just flying around and no one will cares if i had died or flown away ? or maybe i have been thinking too much... but that was what i felt when i heard what he said from doreen... [note: i am not trying to pin-pointing anyone]or rather myself and my stupid brain for thinking so much... please dun be insult while reading my blog... i'm sorry if i did that... i only know that I AM THINKING TOO MUCH ! and that i may be suffering from an illness sooner or later... i guess i need someone who could lend me ears to hear to say my comments... i won't tell my mum or dad... they got their stuff to pounder about... my mum have been complaining to my dad about her staff doing blah blah... i'm not sure what she said... i only know that my door will be shut if i left it a bit open... guess i'm not supposed to hear or saving air-con... i dun know...
ARH!!! I REALLY THINK TOO MUCH LE!!! BUT I CAN"T HELP IT!! i guess i really need to help... or i just need to see things in another way ? i dun know... i dun wannt blog le... need to call my section people again... to ask them to bring money... i actually send sms to my section this morning and now had to call... and the thing is that most of them always never reply me... waste my sms... or maybe i'm just not fit to be one... [see... thinking too much again...] i dun wanna blog le... go watch AMI... which i think jasmine will surely go... signing off...
i didn't start off with the day better at all... as usual... i had to make my way to my grandmother's house early in the morning at about 8++... after i reach my grandmother's house and slept... and was called by her at 11... [i only earn 2 more hours of sleep]then i spent the whole afternoon finding for suitable blogskins for my blog... stuck at the computer all the while...
then gabriel sms me in the late afternoon... saying that the f*** word was not meant to scold me... so i asked if he was angry with us... he said no and only said that he was curious why we left... ya... [and to think i think so much about the incident yesterday] and apparently he had read my blog of course... wonder who gave him my URL... but doesn't matter anyway...
then just now... doreen told me that we won't have to pay the $4 as he... meaning gabriel said that he found no logic that we should pay that amount... ya... then both doreen and gabriel talk a lot... and he mentioned that they [the chalet people] had a lot of fun... not everyone was unhappy...
sigh... we or rather i was nothing to them... i guess i was only a fly in their mind ? just flying around and no one will cares if i had died or flown away ? or maybe i have been thinking too much... but that was what i felt when i heard what he said from doreen... [note: i am not trying to pin-pointing anyone]or rather myself and my stupid brain for thinking so much... please dun be insult while reading my blog... i'm sorry if i did that... i only know that I AM THINKING TOO MUCH ! and that i may be suffering from an illness sooner or later... i guess i need someone who could lend me ears to hear to say my comments... i won't tell my mum or dad... they got their stuff to pounder about... my mum have been complaining to my dad about her staff doing blah blah... i'm not sure what she said... i only know that my door will be shut if i left it a bit open... guess i'm not supposed to hear or saving air-con... i dun know...
ARH!!! I REALLY THINK TOO MUCH LE!!! BUT I CAN"T HELP IT!! i guess i really need to help... or i just need to see things in another way ? i dun know... i dun wannt blog le... need to call my section people again... to ask them to bring money... i actually send sms to my section this morning and now had to call... and the thing is that most of them always never reply me... waste my sms... or maybe i'm just not fit to be one... [see... thinking too much again...] i dun wanna blog le... go watch AMI... which i think jasmine will surely go... signing off...
thinking
|5/13/2004 09:47:00 PM|
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Jasmine Kan
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