Wednesday, May 12
hai... what can i say about today ? i can only say it
sucks terribly... hai... and to think i was looking forward to a fun day today... hai... let me recap today events...
went to pasir ris to bowl... was a long long trip there... spent about almost 1 hour to reach our destination ? [almost...] so... we [me,alison and doreen] went straight to the bowling alley... the others... meaning those who had spent their night at the chalet have already started bowling... so u can't ask the three of us to join in just like that [right ?] so we went to open our lane ourselves and played 2 straight games... then the others left for the arcade and we were supposed to find them there... so... went there... found some playing the "car" some playing guns and blah blah... so we found that it useless for us to watch them play as we got nothing to do... and we decided to went for lunch...
while we were having lunch... every single person who past by us didn't bother to say a "hi" or talk to us except for gabriel... so... thinking that we had nothing to do at pasir ris... we decided to went to orchard to shop shop... when it was about 6.30... gabriel sms us and asked if we were coming... i wanted to reply "coming where ?" but dun know why i forgot to type in the "where" and i just sent it... so i called gabriel to clarify... we told him that we already left pasir ris and he scold the f*** word... i that time felt that i [or we] are in deep deep trouble as i had never dare to make gabriel angry...
but... i want to clarify that... gabriel... i'm not angry with u and hope that u are not angry with us as we did had to reason to leave... "what ?" u may ask... firstly... it's kind of obvious to us that nobody care to bother about us except for u, angelia, jun xian, jamie, adina, matthew who actually bother to talk to us [at least a little] we were kind of felt left out so we left... that's the reason... u may say "what kind of attitude is this ? say go then go ar ?" but come to think of it... did ur really bother about us ? i dun really think so... to us i feel that... but to ur... i really dun know... i can't explained more further... i admit that i myself also at fault for leaving like that... but we did let a trace... alison sms janice before we left... but apparently... a "bye" wasn't given at all... ya...
my own reflection... i felt that i was at fault... i always never fail to blame myself whenever things happen... this time... i should have sms correctly so i didn't have to call gabriel... but... hai... what a bad day it is... and more things happen orchard... we bump into quite a number of AMKsians today... firstly was alison's guides mdms at pasir ris... then was at orchard heeren and on the streets as well... and everything today just doesn't go smooth for me today as well... we took neoprints... and apparently the machine that we usually is down and we were forced a machine we had never use before... and the music was sooOO annoying... and outcome wasn't good as well... sigh... nothing just go smooth today... i hope that tomorrow will be a better day... and everything will be solve by friday... [may god bless] so... signing off...
thinking
|5/12/2004 08:09:00 PM|